Sunday, June 20, 2010

I think it's me. Really. Or is it just you? Omgsh I don't know. Like, what's with all the sly bitching and snide remarks on facebook? It's fine if you're so bored with life that you have to read my wall for your miserable entertainment but do you really have to comment and add all your lame remarks and "jokes"? I don't give a damn about your two-cents worth...Do you not have anything to do with life? After a while, it's just not funny anymore. I can't believe that after everything, you're still the same. People never change, do they? You're still so self-obsessed and sadistic after everything the 4 of us went through. I think they only reason you're doing this to me is because I'm the only one who doesn't give a shit about you and your woes but yet I'm also the only one you can depend on when you need help. So that's why you're so two-faced and hypocritical. What, just because you keep emphasising to everyone about your family and parents in particular, you think people will sympathise with you? It gets really old... Now I'm not even sure if what you claim is even true! And I'm not pining for your worthless attention. All you care is yourself. When I want to hang out, you make up crappy excuses and go off with your other best friend to study at starbucks. I don't even consider you a good friend. You're not even NEAR "friend". You probably don't even know the meaning of the word. You're just funny. That's all. And when you don't have anyone to go with you look for me? Dream on. I'm not going to be at your beck and call. Looking back at it now, I really regret being your friend again. You're not worth it. Just carry on doing what you're doing and you'll soon realise that at the end of it all, you'll have no one at your side, because whether you like it or not, people can actually see behind those eyelashes, cute poses and smiles. You're plain plastic and like my brother says, you're just an attention-seeker. There's nothing real in you... Maybe there is, but I'm not going to wait around for it because I don't think the real you is going to materialise anytime soon.

jackie blogged at 11:22 PM