Thursday, April 1, 2010

HAHA!
I realise I haven't been posting hehe(:
So here's a quick update.
1. Got into ACJC
2. Igagasi ROCKS!!!
3. Class is 1SC3 (subject combi is BCME)
4. Classmates rock! Jovine, Juliana, Judith, Janine and many many more hehe(:
5. Got into Hockey(: got a really cool stick! hehe(:
6. Juliana and I have the same 2 eye candies, but one of them is too short for her but just nice for me so she can't have him (but that doesn't mean I'm short kay!!!) HAHA
7. Had BBQ with 4E4!!! Made friends with some really funny, lame and nice ITE guys and Girl(:
8. Had 1SC3 BBQ. Epic failure...
9. Daniel's birthday party cum OG outing. Epic failure...
10. Fun-o-rama!

Anyway... I've learnt a lot in these 3 months...
Friends... I've learnt which of them don't give a shit and which of them care with their hearts.
Seriously, I hate people who expect others to make the first move and always want to be on the receiving end... I mean, of course I do that, but with people I'm not close to. but if we're so close, it means you matter to me or else i won't give a shit. so is it so hard to pick up the phone or text me to ask me out? why do i always have to be the one who makes the effort and get turned down because of your lame and groundless excuses? And when you DO ask me out, it's because you need me to accompany you or no one else is free. but when i can't make it, you make such a big hoo-ha about it and say that i always don't have time for you. grow up. one day, you're gonna wake up and realise that there's no one else at your side. you don't treat friends as disposables and chuck them aside and used them as and when you want...
Maybe that's why i don't want to care anymore. Because it hurts. It hurts so bad to be the one who always gets rejected for your other "friends" when i've always been by your side.
Maybe it's good we're apart. I can start over...

jackie blogged at 5:23 AM