Dreamworld

Friday, July 24, 2009

Once again, I feel like a tissue paper... it seriously sucks.
I'm not dispensible man...
I'm like the rebound man...
What the heck.
I mean, I'm human right? I feel these things too.
After trying to make it work, I felt it was doing something good,
but after she came back, I feel like you're saying " okay thanks JacQ, you can go now, byebye! "
Why is the world full of such people? grr...
JacQ, learn to forgive...
Maybe it's God's way of drawing me back to him... or so says Mummy...
I love that woman. haix.
but yeah...
it's happened before, God made my physical world crash and die, just so that I would realise how much I need Him in my life. I just wish I would stop straying. 'Cos the coming back is always hard and confusing.
I love Sarah Teng man!!! ((:
After getting back my bio revision test 2 paper that day, I was feeling kind of stressed because my marks keep fluctuating... So she told me to just leave it all to God, and she passed me this sermon disc the very next day((:
hehe((: THANK YOU!!!
I want my soul to sing to Him. It somehow is distracted by the world. I'm losing myself. I'm slipping further and further away from who I used to me. I want to be like how I used to be. Why did I have to change?

My Soul Sings- Delirious
Open my eyes and see
the wonderful mystery of love
falling into you
and drawn to the gravity of love

we're standing still
in a moment of eternity
where worlds collide
and i feel the breath of heaven over me

my soul sings
my soul sings
my soul sings
how i love you x2

open my eyes and see
the wonderful mystery of love
i start and end with you
i'm drawn to the gravity of love

The Stand- Hillsongs
you stood before creation
eternity in your hand
you spoke the earth into motion
my soul now to stand

you stood before my failure
carried the cross for my shame
my sin weighed upon your shoulders
my soul now to stand

so what could i say
what could i do
but offer this heart oh God
completely to you

so i'll walk upon salvation
your spirit alive in me
this life to declare your promise
my soul now to stand

so what could i say
what could i do
but i offer this heart oh God
completely to you x2

so i'll stand
with arms high and heart abandoned
in awe of the one who gave it all
so i'll stand
my soul Lord to you surrendered
all i am is yours x5

so what could i say
what could i do
but offer this heart oh God
completely to you

jackie blogged at 8:18 AM