Friday, July 24, 2009

Once again, I feel like a tissue paper... it seriously sucks.
I'm not dispensible man...
I'm like the rebound man...
What the heck.
I mean, I'm human right? I feel these things too.
After trying to make it work, I felt it was doing something good,
but after she came back, I feel like you're saying " okay thanks JacQ, you can go now, byebye! "
Why is the world full of such people? grr...
JacQ, learn to forgive...
Maybe it's God's way of drawing me back to him... or so says Mummy...
I love that woman. haix.
but yeah...
it's happened before, God made my physical world crash and die, just so that I would realise how much I need Him in my life. I just wish I would stop straying. 'Cos the coming back is always hard and confusing.
I love Sarah Teng man!!! ((:
After getting back my bio revision test 2 paper that day, I was feeling kind of stressed because my marks keep fluctuating... So she told me to just leave it all to God, and she passed me this sermon disc the very next day((:
hehe((: THANK YOU!!!
I want my soul to sing to Him. It somehow is distracted by the world. I'm losing myself. I'm slipping further and further away from who I used to me. I want to be like how I used to be. Why did I have to change?


My Soul Sings- Delirious
Open my eyes and see
the wonderful mystery of love
falling into you
and drawn to the gravity of love

we're standing still
in a moment of eternity
where worlds collide
and i feel the breath of heaven over me

my soul sings
my soul sings
my soul sings
how i love you x2

open my eyes and see
the wonderful mystery of love
i start and end with you
i'm drawn to the gravity of love



The Stand- Hillsongs
you stood before creation
eternity in your hand
you spoke the earth into motion
my soul now to stand

you stood before my failure
carried the cross for my shame
my sin weighed upon your shoulders
my soul now to stand

so what could i say
what could i do
but offer this heart oh God
completely to you

so i'll walk upon salvation
your spirit alive in me
this life to declare your promise
my soul now to stand

so what could i say
what could i do
but i offer this heart oh God
completely to you x2

so i'll stand
with arms high and heart abandoned
in awe of the one who gave it all
so i'll stand
my soul Lord to you surrendered
all i am is yours x5

so what could i say
what could i do
but offer this heart oh God
completely to you




jackie blogged at 8:18 AM

Monday, July 13, 2009

Hellos people!!!
I actually typed outmy entry on microsoft word 2007, but it can't seem to get pasted here -.-"... tsktsk...
so, i'll just type out the more "important" stuff...
today, Mummy woke up really early!!! which is really surprising cos she's kinda like a sleepyhead((: then she came to my room and reminded me to remember to put money in my wallet and to remember to take my ez-link card and all... so sweet right?! hhahas(: then i showed her how i change into my uniform without stripping off my shirt, and for some reason, she found that hilarious!!! HAHA! i love my Mummy eaehhh... <3

the book "Down River" by John Hart is really good but sad!!! (: it's about this guy, Adam, whose stepmother testified that she saw him killing some guy... but during court, they couldn't find any evidence so he was found 'not-guilty',but for some reason, his father believed his wife and not his son and then he kinda kicked Adam out of the house!!! :( so sad right?! haiz...
go read it!!! it's available at the school library!!! ((:
the school library has been getting new books reccently... and the books are really good! BRAVO school library!!!

today in english, Mdm Suhana showed the show "Jane Erye"... EWW!!! the stroy is okayy... but the kissing scenes between Jane Erye and Edward Rochester was just plain... WRONG!!! eeehhh... they should have picked more compatable casts... Uugeh,... but they show is still nice oknk!!! go watch the one on youtube!!!((:

jackie blogged at 5:47 AM

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Hello WORLD!!!
It's been what, a couple of years since I had a blog?
hehe(:
Let's hope this one doesn't die a slow death like the others did... :O
LOLS!OKNK!
I had this sudden urge to get a blog... S0 here I am, Blogging! :P

Hm...
Today, I went to church with Mummy and Daddy...
It was quite funny...
When the sermon started, Pastor Khong started to talk about something, so I think my mental clock decided it was sleep time(!), so I went to sleeep ((: hehe(: -.-" I vaguely recall Mummy nudging me awake, but I guess I ignored her :O hahs((: and went back to sleep((: (I know it's not good to sleep during sermon, but as they say, the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak! ((: ) then suddenly my head lunged forward ( cos it was doing that nodding thing) so obviously I HAD to wake up... and guess what? Pastor hadn't even started on his usual 3-points after preaching for FORTY MINUTES!!! and he actually started preaching about 5mins after i woke up! Ain't God's timing GREAT?! ((: hehe(: so I listened to the sermon, and it was about drawing the line. It was really "enlightening" (: cos like nowadays, many of us do things that conform to the expectations of this world even if it's not right. The 3 points were...
(1) Please GOD and not MEN
In Daniel3, king Nebuchadnezzar threw the 3 Jews Shadrach, Mashach and Abednego into the furnace cos they refused to bow down to his statue. This shows that even though they were commanded by the most powerful man on Earth at that time, they chose to please God and not bow to any other gods or thing. WOW!!! Cool right? we are accountable to GOD, not man!!!
(2)Personal knowledge of God's greatness and goodness
in verse 17,they said to KingNeb,"if we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to save us from it, and he will rescueus from your hand, O king." And true enough, God REALLY DID save them!!! They knew full well that God would do something to save them. It's amazing to think that he guards who threw them into the furnace were burnt to death, but they were place INSIDE the furnace (which was heated 7 more times than it should have been heated) escaped unharmed and unscathed!!! :O
(3)Paying the price for OBEDIENCE
the 3 Jews were perpared for the slight possibility that God would not save them. but they still refused to bow to that statue. They had the "If I die, I die" mentality. and God rewarded their obedience!!! ((; Matthew 16:25-26 says "For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will gain it. What good will it be for a man if he gains the whole world , yet forfeits his soul?"

God is so AWESOME!!! (:
hehe(:
oh, by the way, the tagboard entry>>>> about me not needing comfort was because in the original blogskin template, the 'title' for the tagboard was " i need some comfort" then i decided to change it to "i need some sleep" hehe(: in case y'all were wondering why there's a sudden comment about me and comfort... hehe(:

GaHHH!!!
Harry Potter and the half-blood prince is coming out NEXT THURSDAY!!! OH MY GOSH!!!
hehe((: I managed to sweet-talk my brother into going with me... hehe(: he refused to "da-gou-gou" (the locking of the pinkies signalling a promise) with me though.... but he said oknk. i hope we go!!! ((:

FEAR
oh what I would do to have
the kind of faith it takes to
climb out of this boat I'm in
onto the crashing waves
to step out of my comfort zone
into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
and he's holding out his hand

but the waves are calling out my name and they laugh at me
reminding me of all the times i tried before and failed
the waves they keep on telling me
time and time again boy
you'll never win
you'll never win
you'll never win

oh what i would do to have
the kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant
with just a sling and a stone
surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
shaking in their armour
wishing they'd had the strength to stand

and the giant's calling out my name and he laughs at me
reminding me of all the times I treid before and failed
the giants keeps on telling me
time and time again boy
you'll never win
you'll never win
you'll never win

but the stone was just they right size
to take the giant down
and the waves don't seem so high
when I'm standing on top of them looking down
I would soar with the wings of eagles'
if i could just ignore the sound
of the waves and the giants
of the waves and the giants in my mind

Lord, you've not given me
a spirit of fear
but of power and of love
and of sound mind
so from now on i won't let the tempter's lies
turn my eyes away from the prize
that you have set before me
that you have set before me

this song is just so nice!!!
Right? RIGHT???!!! AMEN! hehe(:

jackie blogged at 2:54 AM